Hikikomori (ひきこもり or 引き篭り ("pulling away, being confined," i.e., "acute social withdrawal")
It is a Japanese term to refer to the phenomenon of reclusive
adolescents and young adults who have chosen to withdraw from social life, often
seeking extreme degrees of isolation and confinement due to various personal and
social factors in their lives.
It is a form of mental illness and apparently it's mainly a Japanese
phenomenon.
Watched a video about this illness during GP lesson and i was really intrigued by it. Maybe like those boys who suffer from this simply lock themselves up in their room (or the Kitchen, for one boy) for, not 1 or 2 weeks, but 4 years and even more. They simply stay in the room and recluse themselves from the outside world, even their family.
Well.
At the rate school is going for me, I suspect that i may just suffer from a mild case of Hikikomori very soon. School Horrors is spark of it. Kill. Kill !
Some times I just wanna stay in my room and Sleep and Sleep, Nua, Stare, Stone, Sleep somemore, Roll, Nua and just Sleep the entire weekend away.
I want to be a Recluse. I want to do Nothing and stay in my room All Day. It's my way to Inner Peace
I want to Retreat into my room tonight and not come out until, Someday.
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Did my 2.4 run today and was totally not prepared. I swear i'm at my most Unfit stage now. Walked a total of 5 times. The music did not even help a bit. Not even Grace Kelly.
I hate 2.4. The dying feeling especially during the 5th round was really horrible. Thank gawd it's my very last year doing Napfa. Cheers
Thank
God
It's
Friends' Day after training with the girlies at our usual hangout Thomson. Thank goodness Ice Box was finally open after being shut for the past weeks. Needed that Mango Pomelo to sooth everything, plus the company of my dear friends of course : )
Shout Hooray.
The weekends are here !