Let it die and get out of my mind. We don't see eye to eye, Or hear ear to ear. The saddest part of a broken heart, Isn't the ending so much as the start. It was hard to tell just how I felt. To not recognize myself - I started to fade away. And after all it won't take long to fall in love. Now I know what I don't want I learned that with you. The saddest part of a broken heart, Isn't the ending so much as the start. The tragedy starts from the very first spark. Losing your mind for the sake of your heart. The saddest part of a broken heart, Isn't the ending so much as the start.
Let It Die - Feist
I can listen to this again again and again. ... ... ...
I just killed a Cockroach with one whole stash of Tissue Paper with my right hand. Rock on.
So anyway, it has been raining for days here in Singapore and i'm really puzzled. I don't remember March being the Monsoon season. Or is it ? The weather has been so gloomy and cold and it is affecting my Moods. Haha. What's worse, my joints are seriously aching. So now i'm fat and Old. And the wet weather is seriously not encouraging me to get out to the park for some Jogging/brisk walking. Gloooooooomy.
Work has been pretty slack these days. No events this month so it is pretty much Office all day long. We are now located at Ubi (we call it U.B.I and not Uuu Beee. More glamorous) and getting more used to the place. But i swear it is really Somewhere In Timbuktu kind of place. Was travelling to Ang Mo Kio St 62 for a presentation meeting (My First - Beams) and it just seemed like we were travelling from one end of the country to another. Horrible
Talking about the meeting, i must say i'm really delighted to have the chance to go with Alfred to present for NCS. Eye opening really though it was him who did the presentation, and i just sat there to click the mouse, smile, and look nice. Spare the part where we waited for nearly 2 hours for our turn though.. Thank goodness the Rebecca at NCS is really pretty, if not we would have Bitch about it for the entire month. Haha.
I need to get down and start with the uni application, soon. Roars.
It's a blue, bright blue Saturday, hey hey. And the pain is starting to slip away, hey hey. I'm in a backless dress on a pastel ward it's shining. Think I wan't you still but there may be pills at work. D'ya really wanna know how I was dancing on the floor? I was trying to phone you when I'm crawling out the door. I'm amazed at you the things you say that you don't do. Why don't you ring? I was feeling lonely, feeling blue. Feeling like I needed you. Like I'm woke up surrounded by me. A&E It's a blue, bright blue Saturday, hey hey. And the pain is starting to slip away, hey hey. I'm in a backless dress on a pastel ward "The Shining". Think I wan't you still but there may be pills at work. How did I get to accident - emergency? All I wanted was you to take me out high. And I was feeling lonely, feeling blue. Feeling like I needed you. Like I hope'd you'd call and hope'd you'd see me. A&E
A&E - Goldfrapp, Seventh Tree.
Would love to show you the music video. Cos it is simply weirddd. Was kinda creep out when i saw it. But lovely little sad song from her latest album. Nicee.
It's almost 12 midnight now. Should be nicely tuck under my blankets now. But being the nice elder cousin, i'm waiting for the song Crazy to be downloaded so that i can help my lil' Primary 6 cousin (who has Cooler songs than me in his mp3) to put his favourite song in. When i was Primary 6, i think i was listening to Bardot and M2M. Cool, huh.
K. I gotta try and go to sleep with a peeeeaceful mind now. Pulls hair.
Dragged my feet, heavy hearted and off to office this morning. What else ? Monday Blues.
The weekends weren't enough for my 18hours sleep. Spent it with my AC void deck khakis at Timbre on Saturday night. Myself, Manda, Tin, Jas, Tracy, Kahyee. These people, part of my void deck days :)
Sunday was spent sleeping in with the rain and heading down to Chinatown with Pam to settle the air tickets. Finally, everything is cool and done. L.A, here we comeee.
So yeah, loads of Blues for a Monday. No more playing PE teacher Miss He at St Nicks, no more shuttling between Ang Mo Kio and Clark Quey. Walked into the streets of Ubi Ave 3 instead. No more Yakun, no more Subway.
Sigh.
Nevertheless, Monday Blues or no Monday Blues, it turned out pretty fine after all. Cheers, cheers. Celebrated Andrew's birthday at Parkway and ate and laugh like there is no tomorrow.
Andrew, Alfred, Angeline. People i see everyday at office, almost like family now. Came home, came here, and saw something really nice from my 30 years friend. Thankful ? Hell yeah.
Hell yeahhh :)
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And you ask me what i want this year and i try to make this good and clear just a chance that maybe we'll find better days cause i don't need boxes wrapped in strings and designer love and empty things, just a chance that maybe we'll find better days So take these wordsand sing out loud cause everyone is forgiven now cause tonight's the night the world begins again and its someplace simple where we could live and something only you can give and let's faith and trust and peace while we're alive and the one poor child who saved this world and there's 10 million more who probably could if we all just stopped and said a prayer for them so take these wordsand sing out loud cause everyone is forgiven now cause tonight's the night the world begins again i wish everyone was loved tonight and somehow stop this endless fight just a chance that maybe we'll find better daysso take these words and sing out loudcause everyone is forgiven now cause tonight's the night the world begins again cause tonight's the night the world begins again